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I got back from Kentucky last night.  Carleigh and I drove by ourselves to practice and it was fun but sooooo exhausting.  I have never stayed awake the whole way there and back.  I wanted to sleep so bad on the way back!!!  We were supposed to have practice on Saturday and Sunday, but we only practiced on Saturday, because only 7 of us showed up.  But it was still a productive practice because we got a new dance choreographed.  On the way back, Carleigh and I made a lil pit stop.  I would say where but it might not be appropriate to post about.  But she knows about it  Overall the weekend rocked.

I was supposed to hang out with my friend that I was very good friends with in high school today.  I havent hung out with her since high school, but for some reason I get in weird moods where Id rather just stay home and be by myself.  I dunno, I just sometimes feel more comfortable being by myself cuz i feel I cant trust anyone anymore including friends and family.  I feel nobody truley cares about what I feel besides me!  Just things have happend that have given me reasons to feel that way.  I put too much effort into caring about other people and only end up getting hurt and losing pride in myself. I dunno really what Im talking about..just rambling